Text: John 21:1-19
Those who go fishing regularly are very good at counting. If they tell you they’ve caught 153 fish, one doesn’t dispute it. I admire the patience of our fishing folk. The persistence, perseverance and patience they display is rare in today’s world, bugged as it is by road rage, impatience in queues and check-outs.
Peter is a man of action. He can’t stand waiting around for Pentecost to come. “I am going fishing”, Peter, the impulsive disciple of Jesus announces. Six others decide to join him. Seven is a symbolic number for completeness. These seven disciples represent what Jesus can do for His whole Church. They venture onto the lake without first seeking Jesus’ blessings on their endeavours. After trying all night, their fishing trip is a dismal failure. Every experienced fisherman can identify with their frustration. It seems Peter went fishing to suppress the memory of how he failed Jesus on the evening of Maundy Thursday.
No failure which results in a learning experience, need get us down. The glory isn’t in never failing, but in rising each time you fall. Before Thomas Edison successfully invented our light globe, someone taunted him with being a failure. “Ten thousand experiments and you haven’t learned a thing!” Edison replied: “You’re wrong. I’ve learned ten thousand ways not to invent the incandescent electric light.” Many people are greater at handling failure than they are at handling success. Jesus can often do more for us in our failures than in our successes. The preoccupation of these seven men on the lake with their failure hinders them from recognising Jesus’ presence nearby.
Now, experienced fishermen don’t normally take advice from a stranger. But these men detect a note of authority in this stranger’s voice. After confessing their failure to him, they find they’ve been fishing on the wrong side of the boat. Fishing from the wrong side of a boat represents making a decision or going ahead with some endeavour without involving our Lord. Don’t we, too, often embark on some course of action without first praying about it? Then the success that occurs is often short-lived or turns sour. We need to remember every day that great resurrection promise: “In the Lord your labour is not in vain (1 Corinthians 15:58).”
The Lord can resurrect us from our failures just as He did for these fishermen. When we involve Jesus in what we do, unexpected blessings come our way. Jesus had surprises in store for those who obey Him. These seven disciples discover how fruitful obedience in Jesus can be. One can’t help but think that St. John himself, the writer of this Gospel, counted the 153 fish himself. St. John refers to himself as “the disciple who is loved by Jesus”. What a wonderful way for a Christian to describe himself or herself. John could never forget the fact that Jesus loves us despite our failures, our faults, our imperfections.
There’s something special and unique about Jesus’ love for us, a love that’s both human and divine. Jesus makes God’s love real, tangible and concrete for us. Nothing we can do can separate us from His transforming love. St. John is the first to recognise that the stranger on the shore is Jesus. Only Jesus could perform a miracle like that. John understands what Jesus does before Peter reaches understanding, while Peter is the first to act. John possesses the keener insight; Peter, the ability to show spontaneous enthusiasm. We have the comic picture of Peter getting fully dressed before he jumps into the water to be with Jesus as soon as he can.
They all come ashore now to a meal prepared for them solely by Jesus. Jesus reveals Himself in something as tangible as a meal, a meal of bread and fish. This is to remind them of the time He fed the five thousand with specially consecrated bread and fish. From that time on, fish quickly became a symbol in Christian art for both our Lord (ICHTHUS) and His Holy Supper (Holy Communion).
As Jesus invites them to eat, they now have not the slightest doubt that all this is the Lord’s doing. It is His gift of love to them. It is in Holy Communion that Jesus can be found. Holy Communion is His gift to us, His gift that strengthens and renews His relationship with us, and our relationship with Him. In Holy Communion, Jesus gives us His heaven-sent gifts of grace, acceptance, peace and encouragement. To His Sacred Supper, Jesus invites unfruitful failures, so that nothing that’s happened in the past will stop them serving Him in the present. First our Lord feeds us with the gifts of Holy Communion, before He sends us out to feed others with His life-giving Word.
After we’ve failed, or let our Lord down, He rehabilitates us by asking us: “Do you still love Me?” Our love for Jesus may not be as strong as we’d like it to be, and in need of regular support and nourishment, but it must be genuine. In today’s Gospel, repentance involves re-affirming our love for Jesus, because we need never doubt His love for each one of us. To know Jesus personally is to love Him with a deepening devotion and a growing desire to serve Him faithfully.
Finally, Jesus gives Peter opportunity to wipe out the memory of his threefold denial of Jesus, with a threefold public declaration of love. Just when Peter’s on “cloud nine” over the miraculous catch of 153 fish, Jesus challenges him to re-dedicate his life to his Lord. In one of the most celebrated dialogues in the Bible, instead of reproaching Peter, Jesus gives him a chance to renew His loyalty. “Do you love Me more than these?” Jesus uses the word for divine love (Agape); Peter replies with the Greek word for friendship-love (Philia): “Yes, Lord, You know I’m Your friend.” Jesus doesn’t ask Peter about his faith, courage or ability. Jesus doesn’t ask: “Do you trust Me?” We can trust someone without loving them.
What matters most, what’s all-important, is: “Do I love Jesus?” God will only entrust His lambs to the care of those who love Him.
In the third question, Jesus comes down to Peter’s level and uses His word for love: “Do you love Me as your Friend?” Peter lets everything depend on Jesus’ knowledge of him: “Lord, You know everything, You know I love You!” Jesus graciously honours Peter with the care of His lambs and sheep: “Show your love for Me by loving the members of My Church.” Christ loved the Church and gave Himself for it. He now says to all of us: “If you love Me, keep My commandments”, the most important one of which is to love each other as Christ has loved us.
Christ’s love for us motivates us to no longer live for ourselves, but for Him and for those He loves so dearly. In our worship and in Holy Communion, we receive His love, so that our love will cause us to honour, praise and adore Him. When we love our Lord, we will go the second mile for Him. Love leads us to go beyond the call of duty for the One we love.
Jesus said that the woman who anointed His feet with perfume would be remembered forever because of her extravagant gesture of love for Him. May our Love for Christ lead us to respond generously to His unfailing love for each of us. “We love because He first loved us.”
“Grace to all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with an undying love (Ephesians 6:24).”
Amen.